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October 31st, 2004
11:22 am

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Crossroads 11:30 PM, 10/29.
Imagine this entry done in whiny emo....or maybe country depending on your personal style...either way the artist should collapse into a puddle of tears in the dressing room after the show......................................................................

Says he's at a crossroads
Stupid fun now, or happyness later?
Crossroads
Looking at the future and still can't make a choice

One's cute and sweet
Loves him to the point
of forsaking her sanity
still theres
the little quirks that come with madness
he doesn't want to deal with
the little faults of someone
you could see your self marrying
she
can't drive
got
weird friend
you
can't stand her family
but still

Already at a crossroads
the girl you love now, or the sex toy of your choice
Crossroads
I wish i understood
I wish it didn't hurt so much

Is this all
some stupid TV drama
where hight school desides
the direction your life takes
or maybe
my hearts too wrapped up in it
and god's making the choice
with the subility of a 10 car pile up
Still I
Hope i won't be the one
left behind
as the world looks with fear
at the paths of self destruction

It's another crossroads
what do i do if i'm the one he doesn't pick
my own crossroads
to move on or not
change is comming either way

But i wish it didn't hurt so much
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news, he told her finally, she didn't care...
chicks dig giant robots....
Fred is in trouble with me because i just found out he has less than two weeks to get henry welch's signature for registration....
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Boy toy auditions comming soon
Y chromosome optional
must not belong to someone else already

Current Mood: uncomfortable

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August 27th, 2004
01:02 pm

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razor_zedge's Word Usage
1. the (71) 26. so (11) 51. what (5) 76. different (4)
2. a (60) 27. had (10) 52. still (5) 77. get (4)
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4. and (53) 29. will (10) 54. don't (5) 79. there (4)
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6. of (35) 31. need (9) 56. those (5) 81. anything (4)
7. for (21) 32. all (8) 57. also (5) 82. here (3)
8. you (19) 33. up (7) 58. her (5) 83. word (3)
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19. as (14) 44. know (6) 69. food (4) 94. each (3)
20. me (13) 45. back (6) 70. emma (4) 95. seagulls (3)
21. at (13) 46. wish (6) 71. off (4) 96. never (3)
22. have (13) 47. because (6) 72. they (4) 97. number (3)
23. like (13) 48. picnic (6) 73. give (4) 98. near (3)
24. but (13) 49. just (6) 74. after (4) 99. cari (3)
25. this (12) 50. not (5) 75. 2 (4) 100. every (3)
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Word Count by Hutta.




I found this quite amusing. Mine was boring. I like how seagulls was on there. It made me happy.

I want Brad to have his poser picnic at a Disco and the theme to be 20's. The whole thing makes me happy, but i don't think we actually have any Disco clubs...Maybe a roller rink?

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August 26th, 2004
12:16 pm

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Schedule version #2.
semester 1

Study Skills(special ed)
Brit Lit
Mixed Choir (huh?)
Consumer Chem (stupid class)
Study Skills (more special ed)
Art Metal
Gym

semester 2

Economics
Study Skills
Mixed Choir
Lifetime Sport (Senior Gym)
study skills
Meteorology
Art Metal

Yeah, I'm ready to explode. If I pass everything and finish my PASS stuff I'll be ready to graduate on time.

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August 25th, 2004
10:39 am

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youthful look, close relationships,
36
You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at
most times but like Wind, you're scary when
you're mad. You proabaly have a talent is
singing and even your speaking voice is lovely.
You have an innocent type of beauty that makes
you look younger than you are and you like
close relationships with people.


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August 24th, 2004
01:50 pm

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They hated you anyway

How would you die in a movie?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
The Reason: your magic powers
You final words: "Eh. Fuck you too!"
Where you die: In your lovers arms
How long people talk about your death: never. They hated you anyway
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August 22nd, 2004
01:36 pm

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playing in the woods

Your RP Character Stats
RP Name
DOB
Characters Quote
Arrogance level - 51%
Hero level - 23%
Evil level - 89%
Power level - 63%
Mana level - 90%
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01:20 pm

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My big fat Final Fantasy VII wedding
Name / Username
Who you will marry Cid Highwind
Where you will be married Aerith's church
Preforming the session Tseng
Wedding gift Vincent's coffin (your new home)
Entertainment Vincent singing Right Said Fred
Marriage compatibility Low
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11:37 am

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spiffy.
You are Kanna Hikari/Sailorsol. Some may say youre
a little crazy, but you could hardly notice.
They are just blind to the truth on what a
super, incredibly terrific person you really
are! Besides, they suck. Hey, maybe they could
be the enemyYoure on to them. You are actually
a sweet person, but others cannot see past how
eccentric your personality is. Check out the
fanfiction:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1784538/1/


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Current Mood: groggy

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10:49 am

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I love you "Yeah, I'm sure" *click*
"...You went to some friend's house and you didn't tell me"
I left you messages. Your sister said you were sleeping.
"Yeah, well, you should have left messages with her"
I'm Sorry
*********************He didn't call me until 3:00 that day, after everyone had already been at Fred's for a while. I didn't leave messages with Kayla because I think she was going to be heading out with Chris later that day.*******************

"No, you can't see me today, because you went to that party yesterday. Today's Sunday, so you can't come over. I'm going to sleep today."
And you can't come over here?
"No! And you can't see me tomorrow either, because my mom works and all. I'm going to go back to bed now."
Ok, I love you
"Yeah, I'm sure"
**************He hangs up on me*************

I don't know how much longer I can handle him acting like this everytime I go to see one of my friends. He was even a bit upset at me because I wanted to spend Kayla's birthday with Kayla. I'm getting to be afraid that I'm not going to be allowed to have friends unless a new episode of Stargate is on. He scares me sometimes at how he can be so mean to me without actually doing anything. He scares my mom by how much he acts like my biological father. I need to do SOMETHING, but not leave him....I love him so much in spite of all this. I wonder if it really is all my fault.

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August 7th, 2004
04:22 pm

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Damn Magic 8 Balls

ask the magic ball a question
your question please
the 8 ball says (8) - Outlook not so good. - (8)
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03:37 pm

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grr....Brad is whatever he called Fred today.

Your Years at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
Name
Age
House
Family Line
Dated Draco Malfoy
You are well known for Managing to shag Snape.
Percentage of student body you shagged - 27%
How do the staff and students feel about you Will you Marry me?!?!!
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Current Mood: irate

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01:01 pm

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Ok, alright already
Oh My Goddess, l337-master-sama. does this update mean no more flooding my e-mail? I'm grumpy. I'm angry. I don't even know why Kevin's mad at me right now, but he is...
I don't know why Brad was flirting with one of my friends yesterday...don't deny it, there were plenty of mixed signals to confuse everyone.

l337-sama, I know you're there to back me up...just like Brad is always willing to get himself in trouble for me too. gosh i have alot of bodyguards. You have to help me find out who sent a death threat to Kayla when she was at Brown Deer. If Chris knew about it and didn't do anything, well, my respect for him falls even further into the negative. Then again, he might just be the one being sensable for once...grr...radiating anger...

At least eventually this will all get cleared up though. Big meeting type thingie where we find out just what kevin and chris have been saying about each other to Kayla...

I've been addicted to www.BattleOn.com

i need chocolate.

I'm going to go now. everyone happy that I updated?

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February 2nd, 2004
04:23 pm

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Test Ignore*hissssss*
This is a typing message to the world
I am here. I may not wish to be here, and I may not like other people i'm forced to be around, but still, i am here.
Humanity has become counter-evolutionary. Social Darwinism means nothing if you've been blown up. People are mean to each other and this message will eventually mean nothing at all to anyone accept possibly a random collection of ones and zeros that seem to stand for something if there are so many of them being used in a pattern over and over again, but no one can read the lost language of the creature that destroyed itself and all the life around it, leaving only a planet with levels of radiation that kills even the cockroaches.
Well, that's it for me being forced to leave a message. Don't want to talk. real messages will be left later. Thanks for disregarding this post.

Current Music: Diana Ross - Im Coming Out

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